Aku Takut

aku mulai merasa takut kalau suatu saat aku benar- benar merasakanya.aku takut kalau nanti aku punya pacar, menikah, punya anak, apa aku masih bisa bertahan ya?
Tuhan, bantu aku untuk mengerti dimana posisi ku  sekarang ini, bantu aku untuk menyadari apa yang pantas untuk ku.au benar- brnar takut kl aku benar-benar suka sma seseorang,mungkin aku tidak bisa memilikinya,mungkin aku akan lari dan bersembunyi dari kenyataan bahwa hatiku benar-benar menginginkanya.
Hai boy.....aku takut kalau aku bakal suka samamu, aku takut itu.aku takut dengan kenyataan itu.aku benar-benar muulai suka sama mu.kamu mulai menghipnotis aku dan aku mulai terhipnotis olehmu.

Happy Birthday yanti ^^

happy birthday to me..
happy birthday to me..
happy birthday....
happy birthday....
happy birthday to me..

yapzzz....bener banget, hari ni q ultah yang ke-20.gak terasa ternyata q ni dah tua (tua tua keladi hahahhhha, cyie ileee jd malu q).tadi malm temen 1 kamar q alias "mandan " bhasa pekanbarunya bwt acara yang sederhana tapi it's a great things for me, dimana mati lapu, hujan & q dibanguni dari tidur q yang lelap.ternyata,,,,,,,,tereeeenggggg....dia menyediakan keu ultah untuk q..makasih banyak ya retha,,,,,,love u...you are always become my family, my friend, and sometimes i deem that you are my enemy (uwidihhh, gilak jhat jga q ni y?,,,hehehhe sorry bro, q bru nyadar).malam itu hanya ada kita berdua di kamar & kita rayain ultah q dengan senyuman kecil yg mempunyai berjuta2 makna....

                                              nahhhh,,,,ni q yg lg tiup lilin, g klihtan y?

klau yang ni tu mteman sekamar q alias "mandan" kta org PKU, manis ya? but, sssssstttttttt, terkadang dia handaome jg kyk cow....^^

kl ni , dia lg suapin q mkan kue seadanya, but it's so nice to us ^_*

nahhh,,, ini dia kreatifnya retha, dia sediain slai olay 5 bungkus alias 20 keping slai olay sesuai dengan usia q,,,,,maksih y retha ^_^

 

ni q yg suapin retha mkan kue nya ala kita, biar q yg ulang tahun tp ttp hatus berbagi kn? ^^

selai dari retha "mandan" q yang baik, q jga dpt byak ongratulations dari temn2, senior2 yang lainya

hehehehhehhee......seperti

Janto Taris Johanes Situmorang

Met Ultah yaks..nice to know n talk with you!!!!

 mkasih y bg,,,senang juga bsa kenal ma abg & dpt congratulatin dri abg. hehehehhehe ^_^

sebelumnya ada percakapan sedikit ni diantara kita (hehehehhehe)

Hari Ini

02:32

Q      mksh y bg dah add q

         heheheehe

^_^

Janto sedang offline.02:37

Janto sedang online.02:39

02:38

Janto   sippp..n salam knal lah!!

           btw km d riau yaks

02:39

Q      iy bg

         kuk tw?

         ehhh, maaf bg, q lupa kl q dah isi profil q

         hehehhehe

         ^_^

Janto sedang offline.02:42

Janto sedang online.02:42

02:42

Janto     ho.ho.ho...km ultah yaks hr ni!!selamat brtambah tua stahun lg lah!!

              wakakakak

02:44

Q          iy bg

             dah tambah tua q ni

             hehehehe

             but thanks y bg utk ucapanya

02:45

Janto     btw ultah k brapa klo abang boleh tau sih!!??

02:45

20 bg

Q            dahh dewasa umur q

wkwkwwkkwkw

02:48

Janto      nice moment lah km dah dewasa kok usianya tp abang yakin pribadimu sdah  

                dpt mengimbanginya,he,he,he

02:48

Q             ntahlah bg

tulahhhhhh

emosi q masih sangat sangat labil

q g bisa kendalikan emosi q

02:49

Janto        km psti bs kok ngatasinya btw km kenal kga dgn my twin brother jeans armentale

 situmorang kuliah di UNRI jg?

02:49

Q              uhhhh

kenal dunk bg

kita kn 1 fakultas tp lain jurusan ja

jd bg jeans tu abg nya abg y?

eh' abg kembar y?

02:51

Janto       yups dia tuh abangku

hi,hi,hi

02:51

Q            mirip mirippp

sedikit

hahahahahah

02:51

Janto       emanknya kga mirip yaks???

02:51

Q             sedit ja miripnya bg

tp byak nya di gemuk badanya

hehehehe

02:52

Janto      kok bs sdikit yan???boleh aku panggil yan kan

02:52

Q            boleh dunk bg

tu kn emg nma q

hehehehhe   

btw emg di bali jm brapa skrg bg?

kuk blm tdur?

02:55

Janto       skrng jam 4 pagi yan tp abang lg susah tidur ja saat ni

km psti kga tidur jg krna tuk liat wall mu khan siapa ja ngucapin ultah!!!wakakakakak

02:56

Q           g lah bg

q memang susah tidur

q coba utk g konsumsi obt tdur lu

mw lpas dri jeratan yg g bagus utk kesehatan

hehehehe

02:57

Janto      allllaamak kok bs gt!!!hati2 loh

02:58

Q          itulah bg

mlai dri 1 kenyataan hidup yg sulit utk diterima, q jd depresi trus susah tidur

kl g tidur, bdanya cuapek x plg kul

03:00

Janto    coba hitung bintang ja!!!hi,hi,hi

03:00

Q          g da bintang bg

hujan dsini

03:00

Janto     hitung dosa lah klo gt!!wakakakak

03:00

Q          lgian q ntah kenapa skrg tu lbh suka diam ja dikamar

bahkan q sanggup lho bg di kos 5 hari tanpa kelua2

03:01

Janto     bahayaaaaaaaaa...awas kesamber ntar!!!!hi,hi,hi

Janto sedang offline.03:02

03:03

Q           kesamber pa bg? justru krna di kamar jalh terhindar dari samberan segala jenis samberan

bg, terutama kesamber copet,hahahahhaha

Janto sedang online.03:03

03:04

Janto     awas ada babi ngepet...khan di riau msih buanyak brkeliaran babi ntuh!!wakakakakaka

03:04

Q           HAHAHAHAHAH

abg gnti pp y?

dah g da lg bg, dah langkah

dah dikim smua k danau toba

hehehehe

03:05

hi,hi,hi..

03:06

Q          anak spa lh tu bg (kirim sebagai pesan)

Pesan obrolan Anda tidak terkirim karena Janto sedang offline.

Janto sedang online.03:08

03:08

Janto      sory yah nanya km ntuh suku batak or not

Janto sedang online.03:09

03:09

Q           ya iylah bg q suku btak lah

knapa bg?

03:13

Janto     gpp kok cm nanya ja n btw boru opo nih?

03:13

boru bpak & mamak bg

03:14

Janto      alaaaamaaamak

03:14

Q           hhihhhhiihihhi

03:16

Janto     so???

03:18

Q           somay bg

hahahahah

boru barus bg

03:23

Janto     blon ngantuk jg nih

03:23

Q          blm bg

abg mw tdur?

tdurlh bg

03:24

Janti      btw abang mo tidur dl yaks!!!

03:25

Q          ok deh bg

jgn lpa doa bg

Janto sedang offline.

Simpson M G Samosir

met ultah ya. .

 iy bg, mksih byak y ^^

Kopral NaGa

hbd

 iy bg,,,mksh y bg ^^

Koboy Kampoes

met ultah...!!!

 iy bg, mkasihhh...aduhhh hati2 sma asap rokonya bg, bisa menyebabkan org sekitar terserang batuk.ckckkckckkc ^^

Chaidir Pulungan

Happy b'day Sri Yanti!!! Smg panj umur, murah rezeki n sukses sll studinya dan tamat tepat waktu.. amin..

 iy bapak, masih byak y pak untuk doa nya ^^

BTW lg pain tu bpak disitu?hehehe

·         Chrisnawaty Marpaung

dq yaN..
Happy b'day 2 yOu..
Your b'day be perfect 4 U..
GBUs n your famz

 iy kk q, mksh^^

·         Robert Lie

happy b'day...

·     

 iy, mksh y plend ^^

·         Chriztie Ssi ARanxa Sizta'

·         happie born day,ea yantiiii Q.................

wiissh you aLL d bezzt.....
:D

 okelah ndan, mkasih ya ndan...edak mandan...hahahahhah ^^

·         Andy Blux

Happy B'day flen....Wish U All The Best.....!!!

 oke deh andi, temn SMA q yg pendiam,,,eh' kmu lg pain tu? mw ksh kado bwt q ya? cni kecini cini....

hehhehhehe ^^ 

 

·         Dony In'God Panjitan

Py Birthday ya, bRe..!
Wi5h U aLL D'Be5t.
Baek2 kuLh yA!
GB.

 iy pun Tul, baek2 pun q kuliah

hehehehe

mkasih byak y Tul ^_^

Musrifin Galib

HBd may God bless you

Antonius Sugiarto

Happy Birthday !
hope your wish and ask come true !
Good health and wealth !
have a nice day !
God always bless and love you !

Ve Moet Sirait

met ultah y dk yanti,
Mg makin sukses selalu,
Gbu

Hamka Usmad

‎~> HBD y dx..
smga sllu bisa jdi sosok yg dpat d bggakan buat smua

Chien Wijaya

hepi b'day my old friend. .

Vita Intan Sihombing

Met ultah de...
Wish u all the best

Lisbet Gultom

Happy b'day dek, mg panjang umur n sukses s'lalu

Santo Barus

HBD ya tur..
Wish you all the best..
GBU

Diana Ina Mark Simanjuntak

Hppy bday yh dek..
Gbu

Veronicca Gard CHiicca

Hepi b'day.....gbu.

makasih juga untuk Agu Castro ^_^

 

 

CHAT Agu Castro

Hari Ini

00:56

Q              hi agu

^_^

00:56

Agu          hii..

how are you?

00:57

Q              fine

Can you say congratulations to me?

00:57

Agu          yes congrtulations.!!

but.. qhy?

why?

00:58

Q              i'm a birdthday to day

00:58

Agu         really??

sorry.!!

:(

happy birthday..

sorry.....

00:59

Q            jajajajjjjaja

jajajajjjjaja

^_^

sorry?

for what?

00:59

Agu        yes because i didnt know that its your birthday

01:00

Q            no matter

but you have given me congratulation just now

^_^

01:02

Agu         yes...

its late there?

01:03

Q             no

it's on time

01:04

Agu        but what time is?

01:04

Q            do you have read my mesagge in your inbox?

01:04

Agu         yes..

01:04

                1:04am

01:05

Agu         but is impossible to send you a message

            your birthday is today 15 or 16?

01:06

Q           16th january

why?

01:06

Agu        january?

ahh

ok

01:07

Q            do you have received my mesagge in your cellphone?

01:07

Agu        you are a day advanced

no..

its impossible that i have said

01:09

Q            yeahh, but can i get your no cellphone once again?

jajajaja

^_^

01:09

Agu        yes

but you have it?

01:10

Q            i only want to get it once again

may i get it again?

01:11

Agu         yes

of course

0264512xxxx

01:12

Q            thank you

ahhh

01:13

Agu        ahh what?

01:13

Q            do you know a code of sanjuan to no of phone?

01:13

               0264

01:14

Q             ahhhhh that in already in your cellphone number

01:15

Agu          yes

01:16

Q              may be i will try to call you

                 jajajjjja

01:16

Agu        ok..

but i think that the cell company cant recieve calls from other country

01:18

Q            may be but itsn't wrong to try

jajajajja

01:19

Agu           yes..

of course

01:21

Q              they say that your nomber is not found

01:22

agu               yes..

    is what i told you

01:22

Q             yes? why?

what is it?

01:23

Agu         that i can’t call to other country

01:23

Q             ahhhh

               thats true

01:24

Agu         yes

01:24

Q              hmmm

i know that now

jajaajajjaja

01:25

Agu        :(

01:25

Q            but do you have heard that facebook will deleted?

01:27

Agu        yes..

but i dont believe it

02:20

agu

q             where are you?

02:21

Agu        jeje finee..

where you have gone=

?

02:22

Q          no

the interference signal so that the cut off earlier...

jajajaja

sorry

^_^

02:24

Agu        ahh

no problem..

02:24

Q            jajajjaja

what are doing now?

ahhh, do yyou call or receive any call from your cellphone?

02:25

Agu       ahh noo

:(

now i´m playing..

i want to sleep but its too hot

02:26

Q             because i just call your nomber again but they say your nomber is busy

  ^_^

02:26

Agu          :(

02:26

Q             ohh really?

is there summer now?

02:28

Agu          yes...

its really cold in summer..

nooo

really hot in summer

and cold in winter

02:31

Q              ahhh, i never feel that, may be,

Would you invite me to another road trip in the winter at your country?

^_^

02:32

Agu              jaja

country ok...

if you want...

its beautiful here..

i love my

02:33

Q                 yes, i know that

^_^

but i must finish my study for the first so i can go to anywhere

jajaajjajaaa

02:35

Agu                ahhh

jajjaja

ok..

02:37

Q                   usually many high school kids while at work, do you also school while working?

02:40

Agu              no i think that here there aren’t

02:41

Q                 ahhhh

whether high school there in the dorm?

02:42

Aagu           dorm?

02: 43

Q                 yes, hostel

^_^

02:44

Agu             ahh

i think that one..

but there are from poor childs..

children

02:45

Q                 ahhh

i know that

02:54

Q                       where your plans after graduation high school holiday agu?

02:54

Agu                   i dont know yet...

but first i want to go to europe to learn another language

and workk for a year..

and then study here..

and yourS?

02:57

Q                      may be i'll search for a job

i wanna give something to both of my brother and my mother

^_^

02:59

Agu                 thats good...

sri i have to go..

sorry...

see you..

and enjoy your birthday

Agu sedang offline.

 hehehehe,,, iya q ni terobsesi ma org luar krna mreka tu speak2 english nya lancar bgte gitu,,,

 nahhh, yg 1 ni jga chat q sma ank SMA bokk, adek nya q trnyata, hahahaha,eitzzz...dia penyiar radio lhoo....

 Kemarin Hernán Pascual

07:54

Q               hello herman

^_^

07:55

Hernan       Hi :)

07:55

Q                 how are you

07:56

Hernan         Fine fine and you?

where are you from?

07:56

Q                 it's great

fine too

i'm from indonesia

do you know indonesia?

07:58

Hernan        I've never been to indonesia but i know

08:00

Q                yea, certainly you know indonesia fron the dewata island, BALI ,sin't it?

08:01

Hernan         no, not that island

  how old are you?

08:02

Q                 so, what's from you know indonesia ?

08:03

Hernan       which is in asia and nothing else

i´m 17

08:04

Q              ahhhh,

ahhh, herman i'm sorry but i must go on

i must enter to my class

thanks for the share and see you lather

08:08

Hernan     Bye

to walk well

08:08

^_^

Q             God Bless Us

12:14

Q              are there you?

12:18

Hernan      Yes

12:19

Q             what are you doing there?

jajaajja

12:20

Hernan      nothing, im talking with friends!

12:20

Q               ohhhh

12:20

Hernan        you?

12:21

Q                do you at the unternet stalls?

12:21

Hernan      im not understen!

12:23

Q              i'm only browsing at my home

12:23

Hernan       Ahhh

12:24

Q              why?

trehre something wrong?

12:25

Hernan       No no, nothing wrong!

12:26

Q              what time is it at there?

12:27

Hernan        2 am

2:27 am

and in Indonesia, what time is?

12:28

Q                 12: 27 PM

12:29

Hernan        ahh okay

12:29

Q                 do you not to sleeo?

12:30

Hernan        If in a while, I'm on vacation

12:33

Q                 ohhhh, it's mean that you work now?

12:34

Hernan         I work in radio and go to school, but now I'm on vacation until March

you work?

12:37

Q                 no, i'm only on line in my home and go to my class 3 times in a day

jajajjaja

12:38

Hernan         Ahh, que estudias?

you study?

12:39

Q                    what is it?

12:39

Hernan           sorry im writing in spanish

12:39

Q                    yes, i'm study at FAPRIKA-UNRI

no matter

jajajjaja

Hari Ini

Hernán sedang offline.02:19

Hernán sedang online.03:03

03:05

Q                     hi hernan^_^

03:06

Hernan           Hi Sri

03:06

Q                   how are you

03:06

Hernan          Fine fine and you?

03:07

Q                  ahh, you can call me" yanti"

jajjajaj

^_^

fine too

03:07

Hernan         ahh ok

yanti

What is the last name Sri or Yanti?

03:08

Q                  yanti the last & sri the first ^_^

03:08

Hernan         ahh ok!

03:09

Q                  whether you're on the radio now?

03:10

Hernan             no im home at now

03:11

Q                      ahh,do you not go to school today?

03:12

Hernan             no, because im on vacation

03:12

Q                      ahhhh

when you will do the test?

03:14

Hernan            testing?

03:14

Q                     yes

would not you test?

03:16

Hernan            do not understand what you're talking test

03:17

Q                       do your school will be holding the exam?

such as in Indonesia we call it the end of semester exams..^_^

03:18

Hernan             no I have no more tests until March :)

03:19

Q                     ahhhh

when is coming winter there?

03:21

Hernan             In july

03:21

Q                      hmmmmm

03:21

Hernan             ahora hace 40º C

now for 40 º C

03:23

Q                    aahhh,,,may be you will get the hollyday in the winter

03:24

Hernan                 yes!

03:25

Q                        ohhhh, it's so nice

03:26

Hernan                jaja

03:26

Q                        I am so jealous

03:27

Hernan               yes Argentina its very nice!

03:28

Q                       mhmhmmmmmmmmmmmmhh

i know that

03:34

Hernan               ahhh, may be i must go on

i must sleep

bye bye

^_^

03:35

Q                      byeee

03:36

Hernan              ^_^

kl yg 1 ni sebagai pelengkap nya

hahahahhahah

peaceee canda ^_^

 Alvaro Aparicio Sanchez

Hari Ini

00:27

Q                         holaa

00:28

Alvaro                  holaa

quien eres?

00:31

Q                         ??????

00:32

Alvaro               quien eres¿

00:34

Q                       speak english?

00:36

Alvaro               yes

who are you?

00:42

Q                      i'm a lttle angel in indonesia

wkwkkkwkkk

^_^&

00:43

Alvaro            ah ok

I'm Alvaro from Spain

00:43

Q                    ahhhh

do you belive me?

i hope that

wkwkwkwkwwk

^_^

00:44

Alvaro            why haven't I to believe you?

00:46

Q                   because i say that i'm a little angel

00:47

Alvaro               I supose that you are not an angel

you are a girl

:D

and how old are you

00:49

Q                        in this day i'm 20 years old

i'm a birdthday to day

^_^

00:52

Alvaro               is your birthday today?

Happy Birthday!!!

00:52

Q                      yes, thank you

^_^

00:53

Alvaro             you are so cute!

00:53

Q                      thank you

how can you say that

I'm so embarrassed

^_^

00:56

Alvaro             it's true

00:58

Q                    thanks

^_^

you are so handsome

00:58

Alvaro            thanks

Alvaro sedang offline.

makasih ya smuanya untuk congratulationya, makasih banget. harapan q di usia q yang sudah tua ini (ciehhh tua....) q berharap q bisa selesaikn study q seceptnyaa, q gak selalu buat mamaa marah karna q g mw mkan, q mw selalu berbagi sama adek q yg nakal tapi dia selalu membagi lolipopnya untk q,g buat abg q yang merangkap jd seorg bpk bwt q & adek q, marah2 & khawatir krna q g angk2 tevonya & q mw fokus ke kuliah q dlu,berharap q bisa kikis egois q, dan meredam/mengendalikan emosi q. smua itu gak mungkin bisa q lakukan sendiri dengan bersandarkan kekutan q sendiri, q mw Tuhan ampunkan kesalahan q & membimbing q dlam naungan kasihnya, serta bantuan sahabat2 q ^^

nahhh, sahabat ni bukti ni bahwa kta gak hidup sendirian, kita butuh orang lain dalam hidup kita.kita butuh teman untuk saling menghibur dan dihibur, kita butuh teman yang kita bisa jadikan keluarga, kita butuh bersosialisasi tapi dalam arah yang positif ya...

^_*

fighting!!!!!!